✨YOU GET TO CHOOSE ✨
It’s ALL in your head.
You can choose your thoughts 💭
You can control your behaviours.
You just have to make a choice.
To stay suffering within the confines of your mind.
To allow your bad habits to rule you.
To wallow in the ‘SHOULDS’
To bask in your excuses, albeit they may be genuine reasons, there ARE ALWAYS solutions.
To say “ENOUGH IS ENOUGH”
To command new ways of thinking and behaving to be taught.
To take the small daily steps to make change.
To create a new YOU, a new way of being.
It’s possible you know?
It’s been proven time and time again by those who have endured worse than your troubles and mine combined could EVER imagine.
I am curious though 🤔
How does reading this make you feel?
Am I triggering a nerve?
Perhaps you want to stop reading, perhaps you’ve already stopped.
If I’ve triggered a nerve it’s because what I am saying is true and deep down perhaps you know it, even if you don’t want to admit it.
Maybe you have no clue how to possibly turn your life around and have so much control that you simply disbelieve what I’m saying could be true for you.
But it is.
I know this because I have been you.
I am you here once again.
And it ain’t fucking easy!
I am currently fighting against old bad habits and a mental illness.
In addition to this I have a partner that’s been home for three months with a mystery illness, who I’ve been fighting to be strong for, yet all the while coming undone internally till I cracked and fell apart. 😢
My current mental illness allows me to create and believe stories I know and have worked so hard previously to learn to be untrue.
From one day to the next we don’t know how the day will pan out, so planning anything has been futile.
My new medication has made me want to sleep during the day and has me awake to early hours of the morning and midnight snacking like I am high and have the munchies.
My passion button in all areas feels on mute.
Yet, every day amongst all the struggle and shit self talk of worry for all I am not achieving, that call for my higher purpose to help others hums along. *CONTINUED IN COMMENTS...